Music speaks louder than words

So I left, what's new coming from me?
I don't regret my actions, you're not the one for me so I'm letting you go.
I'm not the one for you either so goodbye.

I went though something I never want to go through again.
I got so scared, but thank you to whoever who saved me.
I've got scars of the past but hey that makes me a warrior.

Upcoming dates:
7/5-10/5 A&P Quiz
10/5 Psychology MCQ Test
13/5 AU Ball
16/5 COMPETITION
19/5-20/5 Coaching Assistant Course
28/5-31/5 A&P Quiz
24/5 A&P MCQ Test
30/5 COMPETITION
6/6 Psychology Exam 1600-1730
8/6 F&T Exam 1600-1800
11/6  OB Exam 1300-1500
13/6 COMPETITION
20/6 T&C Exam 1300-1500
20/6 FLIGHT HOME 2205

Haven't been here in a long while and wow blogs are sad places for some.
Last night was a good night, Universal Thursday I'd be back for you but not so often :p

Somethings which I didn't expect happened and I don't know what the situation is now but it was weird.
Just take things as it is then since I've still got so many years here.
Affinity? Luck? 

I've got class later which sucks big time cos it's consecutive classes. 
Thereafter I don't really know what to do cos the weekend is coming!!
Feel like I should train later but got no buddy to train w damn fffing sian..

Alright, so I haven't been here in a long time.

Hello from Loughborough! Now I now why Asians stick with Asians when they study abroad. Cos it feels more like home yknow. Dad flew off yesterday, hopefully he made it in time for his connecting flight and should be reaching SG in 4 hours time. Been trying to make more friends but gah most of the angmohs are hi bye friends cos we always tend to stop talking after several sentences.

My room heater is mad, it gets so hot and so cold. Annoying max, gna open my duvet to sleep tonight. It's getting colder! I miss being home but i'm not homesick yet la, just miss all the familiarity. Haven't done any exercise in ages, screw it no buddy to run w me around school. Maybe tmr cos Idk it's too late now?

I'm tired, will you do what I think you'd do?

I don't wna see you go again cos I'll miss that pretty face
Give me everything tonight

Hi, haven't had time to update at all and seems like no one else is updating haha!

SO to sum up the past few weeks/months:

I've been working my ass off, training my ass off and spending my moolahs on food.
Muahaha I must say I am getting fatter/bulkier/heavier! Must be all the weights which is disgusting.
I can't wait for all my pay to come in!! Omg la

Anyways finally went to party again after a v long time cos its a special occasion..and haha I saved 2 friends by sacrificing myself okay. How sweet of me yes.  :D but the aftermath was horrible.

I'm so worried for Uni now, it is bleak that I feel like shit. Lousy, useless waste shiat! Haha so loserish after spending so much time/effort for school. Now it has come to this.

People you should meet up more often with me okay, the world might be ending and we may not see tmr.

I'm so bored now thanks to dad, he made me stay home and they couldn't do the job! Wlao!! :(
So freaking annoyed cos now I'm bored! Hurr.

Well I'll probably change and catch a cat nap cos I'm so tired. :( today is sucha :( day!
Haven't came here in a long time! Grhh

Yknow I am so motivated to work towads my goal but I need to get my lazy ass up to train every morning regardless of how tired I am the next day.. Motivation come to me now!

I shall do up a training schedule so I won't overwork myself or get injured which is highly likely! And working at S.G is kinda bad..stupid ass boss makes me feel so stupid I feel like slapping her sometimes. I'm gna tell them I got another job offer but I'd work till end of March. April is gna be the start of competition schedules!! Need to save all the money to fly around!!

Grad trip to HK soon! Need to plan dates, $$ and all sigh if only money fell from the sky.. Well that's what we all wish! I need to sell off BKK flights anybody want? $395 for two way!! :<

K la, I'll go plan my workouts, marketing promotions thingy for my coach then sleep. Wake up for trng, event and trng again. Wow say hello to my life!

Hi Xtina, W00Q00 and Jolene if you're reading!

I'm neglecting some people in my life haiy, sorry people.

So I haven't made my 2011 resolutions bcos I'm either too busy or lazy.
 
I've got a temporary part time job that bites cos I thought that I'll be running as far as I can from NYP as possible. I can't believe time really flew and I've unofficially graduated. I'm moving on to my next path in life towards University. I can't wait to meet new people, create a brand new profile and leaving behind a bad past in NYP especially in my last year. I had hoped for a better 2010 but we can never be too content with our lives.

As for pole vault, my 2011 resolution is to train hard and qualify for SEA Games. It's not gna be easy but I'd do my best and give it all I have. I told Daddy, I'd do my best to qualify for the games, if I don't then I'll quit. (this is so hard if I'm forced to quit)

I wna be someone better than I've been now, I did things that disappointed ever so often and I wna change things. I'm going to be the best I can in everything I do, no longer the useless girl who talks and does no action. I wna be the one who people respects and appreciate.

Applications, courses, schools, decisions decisions decisions.
Coach spoke to me that day and said, what's your GPA? Oh, then I cannot help you, I can only try if you scored at least a 3.5 :( I am so sad.

Regrets. They will become a thing of the past from today.