ME

No one ever said insanity makes one incompetent, actually illogical chain of thoughts do. You just don't develop insanity that instant and start drugging yourself with uncurable medication. But I've been strangely inconsistent as of late, that everything I would say makes up an obscure flaw, that I've been wanting to talk about something, share something that I can't make my mind of. Or maybe it's there just that no one ever noticed.

No one believes anymore, escaping is my only way out

I'll never be the girl you once knew,
she's gone for good.
I'm someone else now omg thats so scary but true.

I was having quite a good trng but still stuck at where I am.
Hurr sucks big time and I'm getting so fat I can barely take my weight during trng.

So you say life is unfair
She's got everything you wanted
And you're not even close
To getting where you wish you could be
You want to get the commendation
Love and adulation
But you're stuck here on your knees

Are you happy, green eyed monster?
Are you happy with your place?
What's the use of being haunted?
Your story for glory
Is right there in your face

So today marks another long day.

I woke up at 630am to go back to stnicks wlao so disappointing.
Cheer x, 4x100m x, everything CMI.

Class was absolutely dreadful with tired mind and body, my god it was hard to keep awake but I did anyway.

Left to SISPEC hehehe fell alseep on the bus <3
I was damn lucky mingyong almost sat beside me I would have screamed and ran out of the bus..
I shot a real machine gun with blanks la AWESOMEEEE
Haha was quite a fun experience 'cept it was so bloody warm x.x
Oh I saw daryl there haha lucky he never call me banana siaaa haven't seen him in school since forever.
HAHA an I slept on the bus back row after SISPEC almost leaned my head on some guy O.O

I haven't seen many people in forever. Hurr if I were to start naming i'll never end
PLUS I need to study for biz law FOR REAL.

jealousy kills.

Dory : You mean ... you mean you don't like me?
Marlin : No, of course I like you. It's because I like you I don't want to be with you. It's a complicated emotion.

- Finding Nemo

I want to be happy again.
People think it's holding on that makes you stronger, but sometimes it's letting go

Stopped revision cos nothing's getting in.
Boiled tea while my sister cooked her maggie.
I'm addicted to the smell the tea.

i was forced to get outta bed this morning by mom.

didn't do much, then went novena with my sister and i had fun.
we spent so much time bonding and whoo hoo hoo.
I spent 200 dollars todays, zomg this is what I hate about retail therapy.

I haven't touched much on marketing management (so doomed)

I don't know what to feel anymore,
I really don't know.
The constant headaches are killing me.

mhmm, life's been a bitch getting so stressed.
barely got any time to come online and relax.

was supposed to be home doing work after school, urgh reached home so late gahzxzx
i neber study and totally lost the mood to.
sian x 100000000000000000

everyone talks abt grades grades and more grades
meh getting so stressed.
I.NEED.TO.RELAX.

Haha hey I'm laughing thats cool
I needa huge laugh to unstress ):
if you wna comment say don't be stress don't bother k cos it won't work!
I'm like so mean.

Someday you will be loved

I wish I had more time for fun.
I wish I could be normal.
I wish I could have this and that.
But I think I should stop wishing.

ICTS test tmr but I like haven't finished cos nothing is being absorbed in.
So tired, so tired as always.

My sister helped me cut my hair and idk looks fine to me, you'll see tmr.
Meh is one lazy girl.

I totally agree with jason mraz.
Life is about stealing things.
I steal your quotes, pictures, styles, designs etc.

I cut my fringe and at times I look like a retard. <:
I got so much work worx but I don't wna do them i'm so moodless. I shall go watch me spongebob!
TOODLES.

 
sometimes i wish i could be someone else..
nevertheless, i will be happy with whatever i have now.

the week is coming to an end again which means that a new week and closer to exams.
but i need to pick myself up and get myself moving i should stop slacking.

 
I want a new laptop + ipod + bag + dresswatch + omg so many things (no money!)
I need to start saving. For real.

 
"Will we ever be like the rest?"

If you're wondering why I like the number 9.
When you go in circles so many times and you need a break, walk down for a rest.
That'll bring you the number 9.

I'm gng to sleep now, school sucks as always.

Oh and good luck?

 
Well I'm back I think. (:

Feeling oh so tired tmr event again wowwhee.
I haven't got my KFC breakfast craving over so annoying.
I want it want it want it.

ICTS is crappy I hate it, its so hard to do the simple jobs. Damn ass.
Hokay I'ma gna go shower now before my hair goes crazy when I sleep with wet hair.

 
I'm sorry, I'm still not feeling myself lately.

Won't be trng friday. 

 
i don't know wad to say anymore, i'm numb.

left trng early cos today really wasn't my day everything was pissing me off so bad.
i've got work to do and i am procrastinating, wonder who i got the lazy bones from.